A friend in need is a friend indeed ???

I've been thinking what is the definition of a true friend actually...Caring ? Understanding ? Helpful ? I have totally no idea...

There is a phrase saying " A friend in need is a friend indeed"..But, how do you define a friend in need ? Always there when you needed help ? or Only there when it is convenient for ?

I have friends...tonnes of them which I really do appreciate...but one thing that goes around my mind was does they appreciate me as well as I do ?How should I know that if there is ?By their act ? By my feelings ? Or by what they did to me ?

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Well, shifting from my hometown to KL was difficult for me, worrying I might get to wrong friends..bad friends...But still, through out the 2 years time I had spent here, things that I worried was never an issue for me..In fact, I have fully to observe and to differentiate between good and bad...

However, when it comes to things that I never ever worried, it caught my mind and realize that this should be the thing I worried for rather that other nonsense..Frankly, it is too late for me to build a border-line for that...I started to feel insecure to this relationship and started think a lot of stuff...

I don't mind being treated as a fool but I do and very mind to be not appreciated...I am not as rich and as materialistic compared to someone..but in other ways, I think i did better..So, you do not have the rights to look down on me or to make use of me..Back off !!

From today onwards, I will get myself prepare for whatever that will happen to me and Im ready to teach some bastard a lesson... *clear throat*

For those who appreciate me, I do want you guys to know that I do appreciate you guys a lot and Im so thankful to have you guys in my life..For those who do not, I wont treat you bad as well but you'll find out one day that you were so wrong and I'll pray hard for you to have meet this day very soon...