It's been six months and four days since the last time i held u and i held ur hand....it was also the last time i felt u...u were in my arms for the one last time.... It was Adrian's birthday tonight at Royal Oak....I had fun...I really did....but somehow, I miss you... It reminds me of you so much...
It reminds me of 3 years ago on my 21st birthday......how u were the best present I had in my life....I remember how you took care of me...The way you hug me...and the way you care for me when I puke....I will always remember the hug you gave me on that particular night....and your tears that flow onto my face....I remember how guilty you were but also how happy you were...
I know it's way too long for me to say this...but honestly, this has been in my heart and mind for a very very long time....not just this, I remember every single detail, every single touch, every word, and every hugs and kisses from you...
Seriously.... The whole gang was there.... It's weird that tonight was the first night I didn't get drunk after drinking so much...I dunno why but probably because I was thinking about you every seconds.... I hope I was....I believe I was....
Wherever you are and whatever you're doing....I just want to tell you that I love you so so much...Please take good care of yourself...I know it is silly for me to say I'll wait for you...but still I do...trust me...!!! I really do...from the bottom of my heart...
