mood swing

was suppose to be able to get an iPhone with the price of 1k......but i missed it....

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Blog Revival ~~ Tadaaa ~!!!

The boredom is forcing me to do something...any thing as long as I'm doing something instead of wasting my time staring at the walls and do nothing..

Well, let's start my blog....Oh I mean let's CONTINUE my blog....revive it...or at least just post something coz i NOTICE tat my previous blog post was 30th June wtf....

P/S shu chyi: If you see this, I just only saw your message on my chatbox wakaka..

Alright let's start with something new....

Yea Multimedia Broadcast was a pain in the ass but it's now done....and again Fuck YOU JJ !!! It took the group 5 days to finish the whole thing..not to mention SHE indirectly banned our previous idea...whatever ~~

Did nothing after that... coz I slept at 10pm yesterday! WOW such healthy life is so strange to me.. But I have to admit that I enjoy this kind of life sometimes...

Woke up at 9am today... WITHOUT ANY ALARM OR PHONE CALLS....okay I'm really feeling it strange for me...am I still on earth? or is this another planet?

Anyways, woke up at 9am again and stays awake until now...4 hours!! still can't believe that assignments are done and I have nothing else to worry about and have no plans and all of a sudden my life is like so plain, dull and emptiness fills up the room...

Seriously need some activity tonight ~~

The world is changing ~~ again

It has been a long time since my previous post, been doing nothing much special and productive these days except that the new semester started and we're all struggling to get assignments done...

I realized that the world isn't like it was anymore, people are becoming more uncivilized, in fact, we're suppose to be in a civilization nowadays, or since long long time before... What should we call a world full with hatred, betrayal, treachery, destruction, robbery, and you wouldn't know who will hurt or would it be safe to walk around from your house.

People used to say that friends are the 2nd important ones in your life besides family... But then again, there are also people who say your closest friend might be your biggest threat, it's kind of contradicting but it's true... Why do we live in a world full of doubt and uncertainty? What is the point for us to live if there's no one we can trust?How good would it be if we're all naive as a children.. There will only angels without the existence of demons in our heart and mind... and how good if there is only the word "good" without "bad"...

No matter how much better we wish the world would be, it will never be because of the fight for authority, freedom or perhaps greed and selfishness that is playing our mind... People just don't seems to appreciate what they have and share to those who don't afford to have it... The most common thing is love... We all want love from others but we tend to be selfish about it to others...

When would the world change to be a better place for all living things? When will stop doing things that will hurt others just to benefit ourselves? The worst thing is some people even do things to hurt people just for fun.. What's the point of doing that?

It seems that there is no answer for all this because this is what we human are born to be... I always have the thought that the world is not going to end, it's suppose to be a recycle... The world started with nothing, and then all living things appeared, and they lived in peace, they fought because of a little misunderstanding or inconsideration, the world ends because of what we human did... and then maybe many many years after the extinction of all living things, dinosour start to appear again and everything will just repeats and repeats and it will never ends.... How pathethic ~~~

How I wish finals is over !!!

It's already 4am now and I am supposed to be studying.... 5 more hours to my next paper Copy Writing.... Just can't help myself to study lar...LOL

I need to sleep so badly but everytime I decide to sleep, the feeling of guilt strikes me and that is why I am here... Although not studying, but staying up all night makes me feel better, at least not so guilty I would say.... *winks*

Time really passes so slow during finals and I wonder why.... It ain't like this normally, maybe it's because when we tend to want something so badly, it'll just be another way round !!! sigh ~~~

I've already having the-after-exam-mood even though the hardest subject is still 2 more days to go.... yea, 2 MORE DAYS !!!! OMG~~~ how I wish it is today, but still I havent really put much effort on the subject.... Everytime I want to study Comm Theory, I have this weird feeling that I will fail this subject...

Seriously gonna do something to make myself awake.... and definitely is not study !!! Muahahaha ~~

Leave me alone FINALS !!!!!!

OMFG !! I just cannot belive that time passes so fast and in a blink on an eye, it's already the end of semester and finals are in 3 more days... To me, it's not only the beginning of finals but also the beginning of a disaster !!! Oh ~~

I was supposed to start revision weeks ago, or at least last few days before... But I just cannot resist to the movies I have in my computer... Woke up every evening and started to watch movie.... Yeah incase you wonder I am still sleeping at 8am and waking up at 5pm.... It is so difficult to change this...

I am seriously gonna start my revision tommorow as I had just finish watching few movies today... My mum gonna be so pist if she knew I'm wandering instead of digging my books... Screw it !!! LOL