A friend in need is a friend indeed ???

I've been thinking what is the definition of a true friend actually...Caring ? Understanding ? Helpful ? I have totally no idea...

There is a phrase saying " A friend in need is a friend indeed"..But, how do you define a friend in need ? Always there when you needed help ? or Only there when it is convenient for ?

I have friends...tonnes of them which I really do appreciate...but one thing that goes around my mind was does they appreciate me as well as I do ?How should I know that if there is ?By their act ? By my feelings ? Or by what they did to me ?

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Well, shifting from my hometown to KL was difficult for me, worrying I might get to wrong friends..bad friends...But still, through out the 2 years time I had spent here, things that I worried was never an issue for me..In fact, I have fully to observe and to differentiate between good and bad...

However, when it comes to things that I never ever worried, it caught my mind and realize that this should be the thing I worried for rather that other nonsense..Frankly, it is too late for me to build a border-line for that...I started to feel insecure to this relationship and started think a lot of stuff...

I don't mind being treated as a fool but I do and very mind to be not appreciated...I am not as rich and as materialistic compared to someone..but in other ways, I think i did better..So, you do not have the rights to look down on me or to make use of me..Back off !!

From today onwards, I will get myself prepare for whatever that will happen to me and Im ready to teach some bastard a lesson... *clear throat*

For those who appreciate me, I do want you guys to know that I do appreciate you guys a lot and Im so thankful to have you guys in my life..For those who do not, I wont treat you bad as well but you'll find out one day that you were so wrong and I'll pray hard for you to have meet this day very soon...

Lack of Sleep ~~

I was supposed to post this blog yesterday but my body just don't have that adrenalin which is because I've broke my record for not sleeping in 28hours..I'll explain why..wtf~~

Bryan's sistr called me on saturday night asking me to go Genting and I give it a yes..at 1st Bryan said that it was supposed to start the journey around 12am but we dragged until 1am..Only at that time I got to know that they were actually went back to the house and bring a bottle of Martel and a little bottle of Vodka..We went to buy some mixer and there we go..

Reached Genting around 2am and started by playing some foolish and funny games...One of the game introduced by Bryan was I don't know the name but I called it "oo7 Bang ! Ahh !"...That game was seriously damn funny and it got worst when everyone of us started to feel dizzy...And then I introduced them a game so called "Robert Zai"...lol !

After all those games and drinking Bryan called it a stop and then we took some pictures..

they tried to push me away..bryan use to do that..damn cb..

Alcoholing~~

That was me with Adeline (Bryan sister)

Me and Han started to do something disgusting

We finish the liquors quite fast and Bryan suddenly suggest to go eat Bak Kut Teh and so we went to Kepong straight and reach there around 5.30am watching their staff just arrived and start preparing tables and warm up the sup..waited for 15mins and then started to eat..That was the earliest breakfast I had in my entire life..In fact,I didnt took breakfast for like a very long time..

Bryan fetched me n Han back to PJ after that and reached around 7am..I did thought of sleeping that time but can't really fall asleep..Then, me and Han went to Summit at 7.30am for street ball match that he had..And again, I thought of sleeping so went Ching & Steffi house but found out Ah Yuet overnight there so no place to sleep and go back summit again and the match dragged until 6pm..I reached home around 6.30pm with my whole body wet because of the rain..During the time I'm in Summit I saw Dennis there attending some sort of Hip Hop Competition..I didnt saw him in the first place and he actually came by and greet me..I watched his performance and no doubt he really did very well in his dance..Me and Han was like OMG when we saw the way he dance..I guess "so you think you can dance" really improve him a lot..

Anyway, by the time I got back I felt damn freaking tired but not sleepy so thought of watching movie but then my eyelid started to drop and tears started to flow down after 5mins..At last..Sleep !!! lol..There goes my Record Breaking Summary..haha..The conclusion of this blog is, don't ever try not to sleep..it's very suffer when your sleeping time passed and you can't fall asleep after that although how tired and sleepy you are..trust me ! lol ..

EMO-ing

Feeling kinda emo right now...

Finals coming...But still I can't find myself studying...i slept late everyday, woke up late everyday, sit in front of the computer everyday...everything just dont feel right..

I just need some motivation in my life..Gosh..Help me !

My life just started to go bored from each and everyday...I didnt even practise my guitar for quite some time..no basketball for a month..and hell swimming just didnt stick with me anymore..

Alright...The last time i actually went back to my hometown was like hundred years ago...I started to think about my parents being alone in the house..I do feel like going back but it just not convenient like before..

My friends are started busy studying for finals and some even having exams now...Some even forgot existence...or maybe i've been disappeared for a long time..wtf ?!

I think im just being too negative thinking due to the lack of sleep and entertainment...wat the hell...I just feel not me these days..Anyway, I believe there's still light in front..hope is just everywhere...

May god bless my family and all my friends...

Steffi's Birthday

I've been away from home for 4 days 3 nights..not because of a vacation....

Steffi's birthday was on the 5th of April..So, as what she wants..we celebrated for her at Shogun for Sushi Buffet and then......Maison !!

That day was a busy day as we were rushing from the begining till the end...From Cheras to KL, then from KL to Klang, Klang to 1U...and last but not least...from 1U to Maison...huh~~

Shogun was nice as we were all starving before the dinner...Sushies..Shashimi...Miso Soup...everything were delicious...Half way the dinner, me & Da Jie sneaked out to buy Steffi a cake...It was from Baskin's Robins...I think She likes it pretty much...and then, here goes the birthday songs and camera started to flash...

~~Happy Birthday to Steffi~~
happy family ~~
Best Frens
She's being crowded with Bees & Butterflies
Blow the candle~~Fuh!

Once we done with the dinner, straight away we went to ching's house for the girls to mekap..and then Maison !! LOL...

happy birthday to Steffi !

All Batang

Ladies with me ~

Put ur hands up~~put ur hands up ~~

She was drunk..LOL !

Although the ending wasnt that good because something happenned after club..but stills we enjoyed vr much and Steffi, just wanna let u know dont't take it too personal k ?We Love You always...Happy Belated Birthday...

Huggs to Steffi from :
Me , Ah Da , Bryan , Da ge , Da jie , Ching , Bengy , Wei Ge , Wei Wei

KOZO visits...

It's gonna be a quick update....

I've been busy these days because of wedding dinners and 'Ching Ming' these 2 weeks..So i had going back my hometown last two weeks...

'Ching Ming' is actually a day where relatives tend to go back to their hometown to pray for their ancestors..I dunno whether it should be said as a sad or happy event because for my father's side we used to meet up with our cousins and relatives and on the day we went to pray for our ancestors we used to eat everything together on my grandfather's cemetery where he will be the last person we pray for...It makes me feel like we were having picnic there..Here is some pictures during the 'Ching Ming'....

we used to talk funny stuff and eat a lot of food that day each year..It makes me feel more like a reunion day as i can see all my cousins and relatives..

Anyway...i went to Klang to find Da Ge together with Bryan,Da,Ching and steffi...It's been a long time since we went out together..Ching cut her hair and she sort of pollute my handphones by taking more than 30 pictures of herself and being so excited for her new hairstyle...It's kinda nice anyway....

Ching....if you think fro the other way although your hairstyle is nice but still Da Ge cut that for you i think it's because he knows you are so lazy that's why he chose a hairstyle for lazy people..haha...


We kinda had fun today...took a lot of pictures...

Camwhor-ing

Ready to go for dinner

Ching and Steffi trying to act lesbo (thx me for taking such nice angle..LOL)

We then went for dinner at Da Ge's old KOZO...everyone seems to be very tired that time and me either but still can blog now..haha...anyway, our day ends with a beautiful sunset...

Alright now...Bye Bye then...LOL...Good Day Guys...
Hugs~~