Tuesday, June 30, 2009

The world is changing ~~ again

It has been a long time since my previous post, been doing nothing much special and productive these days except that the new semester started and we're all struggling to get assignments done...

I realized that the world isn't like it was anymore, people are becoming more uncivilized, in fact, we're suppose to be in a civilization nowadays, or since long long time before... What should we call a world full with hatred, betrayal, treachery, destruction, robbery, and you wouldn't know who will hurt or would it be safe to walk around from your house.

People used to say that friends are the 2nd important ones in your life besides family... But then again, there are also people who say your closest friend might be your biggest threat, it's kind of contradicting but it's true... Why do we live in a world full of doubt and uncertainty? What is the point for us to live if there's no one we can trust?How good would it be if we're all naive as a children.. There will only angels without the existence of demons in our heart and mind... and how good if there is only the word "good" without "bad"...

No matter how much better we wish the world would be, it will never be because of the fight for authority, freedom or perhaps greed and selfishness that is playing our mind... People just don't seems to appreciate what they have and share to those who don't afford to have it... The most common thing is love... We all want love from others but we tend to be selfish about it to others...

When would the world change to be a better place for all living things? When will stop doing things that will hurt others just to benefit ourselves? The worst thing is some people even do things to hurt people just for fun.. What's the point of doing that?

It seems that there is no answer for all this because this is what we human are born to be... I always have the thought that the world is not going to end, it's suppose to be a recycle... The world started with nothing, and then all living things appeared, and they lived in peace, they fought because of a little misunderstanding or inconsideration, the world ends because of what we human did... and then maybe many many years after the extinction of all living things, dinosour start to appear again and everything will just repeats and repeats and it will never ends.... How pathethic ~~~

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

How I wish finals is over !!!

It's already 4am now and I am supposed to be studying.... 5 more hours to my next paper Copy Writing.... Just can't help myself to study lar...LOL

I need to sleep so badly but everytime I decide to sleep, the feeling of guilt strikes me and that is why I am here... Although not studying, but staying up all night makes me feel better, at least not so guilty I would say.... *winks*

Time really passes so slow during finals and I wonder why.... It ain't like this normally, maybe it's because when we tend to want something so badly, it'll just be another way round !!! sigh ~~~

I've already having the-after-exam-mood even though the hardest subject is still 2 more days to go.... yea, 2 MORE DAYS !!!! OMG~~~ how I wish it is today, but still I havent really put much effort on the subject.... Everytime I want to study Comm Theory, I have this weird feeling that I will fail this subject...

Seriously gonna do something to make myself awake.... and definitely is not study !!! Muahahaha ~~

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Leave me alone FINALS !!!!!!

OMFG !! I just cannot belive that time passes so fast and in a blink on an eye, it's already the end of semester and finals are in 3 more days... To me, it's not only the beginning of finals but also the beginning of a disaster !!! Oh ~~

I was supposed to start revision weeks ago, or at least last few days before... But I just cannot resist to the movies I have in my computer... Woke up every evening and started to watch movie.... Yeah incase you wonder I am still sleeping at 8am and waking up at 5pm.... It is so difficult to change this...

I am seriously gonna start my revision tommorow as I had just finish watching few movies today... My mum gonna be so pist if she knew I'm wandering instead of digging my books... Screw it !!! LOL

Sunday, April 12, 2009

Bye Bye Assignment, Hi Finals !!! -__-

Been doing multimedia assignment for these 2 weeks.... The worst thing is it takes a lot of time and effort to get this done especially my freaking eye sight... Staring at the monitor for more than 10hours don't sound good to me.... but what the hell, the only thing I can do is to deal with it..

Throughout this 2 weeks, different kind of layout have been created but still it doesn't match what I wanted... But thank God I found a website with ready template which I can refer to and come out with a brand new layout which suit....

It is suppose to be a group assignment but since my group mates doesn't know much about the few software, I volunteered to do it alone with them giving me the contents and pictures... Doing this alone wasn't easy, I almost sleep at 8am in the morning for few days... or may be more than few ~~

1 more day to the submittion date and thank God again I manage to get everything done.... Was thinking to modify a little bit but I seriously need to get this thing off my mind... So, decided to put a full stop on it... Forget about the modification, every step I took was modification to me... LOL

While I was thinking how relief and how much time I have to spend, the bloody news about finals came to me and it's like 2 weeks more...wtf !!! Which also mean I couldn't stop for a rest while some of them already started resting few days ago... Well, few days is so precious to me nowadays!! hahahaha...

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

My blog is alive ~~ AGAIN !!!

Apparently my blog was officially dead, but the urge to blog came out of nowhere in a sudden... Let's see.....Today had a lot of friends with my bunch of best friends... We went for movie, and for that i skipped class... Who cares~~ hahaha !!

The Fast and Furious was awesome...Great cars and hot chicks is the best match ever !! LOL.... the only bad part was we got the 3rd row from the front, but good also in the other way because of the sound system that nearly burst our ear drum...hahahaha ~~ Spent some time in pyramid eating Ice Monster and then off we go....

The story doesn't ends here....In fact, even our normal outing would not be so simple... We went swimming at Rev's uncle place for more than 2 hours... As usual, a lot of lame stun took place, lame jokes and funny reactions... All of us were exhausted, yea i mean like really exhausted and so what else would it be other than dinner... I have never felt that tired and hungry since 2 years ago when my swimming session started to decrease....2 big bowl of rice and another 1 small bowl of rice was my dinner... and a joke of a bad habit of my girl was our desert when almost everyone of them stoned after listened to what she did when she was a kid...and of course, i'm the one who started that joke....Muahahaha ~!!

That was the end of our story, and as for mine, I was suppose to be very happy for what we did today and the first thing I wanted to do when i got home was to shit, bath, shower, and bed... Unfortunately, there was something I discovered when I got back which really pisted me up and causes my adrenalin to run through my body and tadaa !!! Ended up me blogging ~ oh well, it's not a really bad thing though, at least I can update my blog since I'm cope with assignments and stuff ~~

That should be the end I think.... Oh ya one more thing, shifting house wasn't a good thing to be done, so people out there, it would be nice if you guys help me out... Hahahaha ~~
Ciaoz ~~!!