It's been quite some time from my previous post... I am definitely not thinking about abandoning my blog but for some reason I have lost the enthusiasm and motivation to update which I do not know what is it..
I've been spending my days... well... not to say meaningless, but somehow not splendid enough to make myself feel how wonderful the world is.... or maybe it is not...
I have this weird little feeling for the past few days thinking about what the hell am I doing here and what the heck can I do now? Back when I am still enjoying my life pretty well, I have lots of activities until I got no time to spend like playing guitar, swimming, basketball, and even clubbing...
As time flies, all this kind of activities doesn't really fit much into my life no matter how much I wish that I could have these activities... We people change, but what really matter is are we changing to a better way or the worst? For the time being, I see myself changed in a bad way, not my attitude, not my habit, not even my personality, but my lifestyle...
I never get to escape from my computer, which I think it is kind of unhealthy.... I spend almost 12 hours of sleep a day and almost 10 hours in front of computer watching movies or doing what ever shit.... I can barely move my head at the end of the day.... This is why I love going out so much because at least I won't feel as if I'm rotting at home....
By the way, Steffi will be going to Perth this weekend which is kinda sad for me, I made a video for her and thought of giving her at the airport and see how she cry...LOL.. Speaking about leaving, in a few months time Bryan will be the one going to Perth also follow by Ah Da.... I wonder how my life would be by that time... One thing for sure is I'll be thousand and millions times more lifeless than now.... WTF
Oh yeah, I've been thinking to have a arm tattoo lately but still hesitating due to the pain that I heard from my friend... Anyway, it is very high possibility that I'll be having one by the middle of this year...LOL
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