Giving up is never easy

Your presence in my life was a miracle that I have never ever expect will happen to me... Having you by my side was the my luckiest moment...

I gave you up because of my selfishness and immature thinking... I thought giving you up was the best choice for you and me... Then I realize that the biggest mistake I've made was not hurting you, but giving up your love...

I started to realize days without you is like a living hell... My selfishness has cost me a great great lost... No matter what I am really grateful that you once let me into your world and you being in mine... You gave me all your love, everything... You supported me in every way.. I am sorry for not showing you my love when you need it the most... But my love for you will never change...

I love you

LALALALALALA ~~~

Almost forgotten that my blog is still alive...

It's the 2nd week of semester break already but I still haven't done anything productive and I seriously need to get a life man wtf... What I've been doing these days is just staying at home watching movies.... old movies and DOTA ~~!!!! Sounds like a nerd's life to me now although I kinda enjoy chilling at home but it's just too wrong to chill for entire 2 weeks of holiday haih ~~

The worst part is we were suppose to have a xmas eve party at Bryan's place but the plan is now canceled..OMG what the hell am I suppose to do there is still 1 week to go before the penang trip!!!

mood swing

was suppose to be able to get an iPhone with the price of 1k......but i missed it....

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Blog Revival ~~ Tadaaa ~!!!

The boredom is forcing me to do something...any thing as long as I'm doing something instead of wasting my time staring at the walls and do nothing..

Well, let's start my blog....Oh I mean let's CONTINUE my blog....revive it...or at least just post something coz i NOTICE tat my previous blog post was 30th June wtf....

P/S shu chyi: If you see this, I just only saw your message on my chatbox wakaka..

Alright let's start with something new....

Yea Multimedia Broadcast was a pain in the ass but it's now done....and again Fuck YOU JJ !!! It took the group 5 days to finish the whole thing..not to mention SHE indirectly banned our previous idea...whatever ~~

Did nothing after that... coz I slept at 10pm yesterday! WOW such healthy life is so strange to me.. But I have to admit that I enjoy this kind of life sometimes...

Woke up at 9am today... WITHOUT ANY ALARM OR PHONE CALLS....okay I'm really feeling it strange for me...am I still on earth? or is this another planet?

Anyways, woke up at 9am again and stays awake until now...4 hours!! still can't believe that assignments are done and I have nothing else to worry about and have no plans and all of a sudden my life is like so plain, dull and emptiness fills up the room...

Seriously need some activity tonight ~~

The world is changing ~~ again

It has been a long time since my previous post, been doing nothing much special and productive these days except that the new semester started and we're all struggling to get assignments done...

I realized that the world isn't like it was anymore, people are becoming more uncivilized, in fact, we're suppose to be in a civilization nowadays, or since long long time before... What should we call a world full with hatred, betrayal, treachery, destruction, robbery, and you wouldn't know who will hurt or would it be safe to walk around from your house.

People used to say that friends are the 2nd important ones in your life besides family... But then again, there are also people who say your closest friend might be your biggest threat, it's kind of contradicting but it's true... Why do we live in a world full of doubt and uncertainty? What is the point for us to live if there's no one we can trust?How good would it be if we're all naive as a children.. There will only angels without the existence of demons in our heart and mind... and how good if there is only the word "good" without "bad"...

No matter how much better we wish the world would be, it will never be because of the fight for authority, freedom or perhaps greed and selfishness that is playing our mind... People just don't seems to appreciate what they have and share to those who don't afford to have it... The most common thing is love... We all want love from others but we tend to be selfish about it to others...

When would the world change to be a better place for all living things? When will stop doing things that will hurt others just to benefit ourselves? The worst thing is some people even do things to hurt people just for fun.. What's the point of doing that?

It seems that there is no answer for all this because this is what we human are born to be... I always have the thought that the world is not going to end, it's suppose to be a recycle... The world started with nothing, and then all living things appeared, and they lived in peace, they fought because of a little misunderstanding or inconsideration, the world ends because of what we human did... and then maybe many many years after the extinction of all living things, dinosour start to appear again and everything will just repeats and repeats and it will never ends.... How pathethic ~~~