After all that happen

What's right and what's wrong...?

Who's real and who's not...?

熟悉的字体

工作了那么久终于有得休息了。可是过两天就要搬家了，今天开始慢慢的收拾一些东西。

无奈的我收拾到很热，又流汗，有多灰尘，一路收拾就越来越不爽。

突然间眼前出现一个很熟悉的字体。。。我的嘴角慢慢的微笑了起来。。。

这几个简单的字母就能让我整个人笑了起来。脑海里瞬间出现许许多多的画面。

大多数都是你的笑容和你那古灵精怪的表情。真的是太想你了。。。

本来想说这些notes都已经没用了，可以丢了。可是过后还是舍不得，一份一份的把它收起来。

不管你现在过得怎么样，我还是一样每天想你，爱你。。。

世界不一样

我发觉没有了你，我很难再笑，

已经找不会自己的笑容。

很多事情都变了，变得更不好。

仿佛不懂该怎么走下去，这条路没了你真不好走。

电脑终于弄好了， 可以跟你说声，

我好想你。

how i wish u were there....

It's been six months and four days since the last time i held u and i held ur hand....it was also the last time i felt u...u were in my arms for the one last time.... It was Adrian's birthday tonight at Royal Oak....I had fun...I really did....but somehow, I miss you... It reminds me of you so much...

It reminds me of 3 years ago on my 21st birthday......how u were the best present I had in my life....I remember how you took care of me...The way you hug me...and the way you care for me when I puke....I will always remember the hug you gave me on that particular night....and your tears that flow onto my face....I remember how guilty you were but also how happy you were...

I know it's way too long for me to say this...but honestly, this has been in my heart and mind for a very very long time....not just this, I remember every single detail, every single touch, every word, and every hugs and kisses from you...

Seriously.... The whole gang was there.... It's weird that tonight was the first night I didn't get drunk after drinking so much...I dunno why but probably because I was thinking about you every seconds.... I hope I was....I believe I was....

Wherever you are and whatever you're doing....I just want to tell you that I love you so so much...Please take good care of yourself...I know it is silly for me to say I'll wait for you...but still I do...trust me...!!! I really do...from the bottom of my heart...